So I am going to lagoon tomorrow
with all of my good friends
I'm excited about it and everything
but one thing bothers me
I can't relate to them
I mean I can interact just fine
just nobody is how I am
I just enjoy talking to people
some people say I just like
having "heart to hearts" with others
but in reality
I hate that term
If you can't be yourself
with others around
why be yourself during a "heart to heart"
It just blows my mind
but then again
everybody was like that
they just don't know what it feels like
to actually be yourself around others
but then again...
I try to be myself around them
but nobody appreciates it
so I can't think the same
This sounds really hypocritical
but it works out in my head
I'm just not that great at expressing myself through text
oh well
I'm tired
I'll probably rant about it another day
goodnight
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