I can't focus on anything
I can't even recall the last time I felt true satisfaction
I've had so much to say, but no motivation to put it on my blog
One reason is because I have nobody to do anything that I want to with
or nobody to call up without thinking "Do I really want to hang out with them or do this with them?"
I went and played some Call of Duty with my friends yesterday and it was fun and funny but mostly nostalgic of a couple years ago
But those kinds of things don't really add to your life
You don't really go ahead and do them again
There's nothing new there
So that's why I haven't really been posting
I'm still questioning everything about myself
and what is going on
And like Gleason always says
Existence
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